Far and Beyond

Had my earphone on, had my eyes closed,
what's left is my heart beat, and my thoughts.

I cant forget the scenes, the hardwork, the choice of words.
Perhaps, it aint enough yet.
It aint enough yet



Keep Calm, and CARRY ON :')
God Bless Mua



Randomly thought of blogging. Thus, this post :P
I am okay, for now :) TEEHEE *blessed*







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Hi, again ♥

Just a picture to illustrate my feelings XD

"*YAY* Im back to MALAYSIA!!!" ♥

But honestly, deep down in my heart, that phrase isnt that exciting tho :/ Yea, i knew that somehow, i have to be back. It's just that, time passed shoo fast. I really like usa :') Better not let my mom sees this :P hehe, coz my mom always said "你很爱往外跑~" :P Time will heal~♥

I suffered from Diarrhea again when i was about to come back, bad timing -.- I guess it's the seafood~ and then vomit plus nausea all the way in the flight. Imagine the "tam jiak" me that only can stare at those food T.T :Oh God...why: 

I missed the water heater. I dont own one in my home.
I missed the english-spoken country, i really really do!
I even apply the tips-policy in malaysia *almost. still aint that dumb XD*
I got sick and i think the inner ear of mine is swollen *cry*
I cant eat nasi lemak yet because it's too heatty for my current condition :/
I got jet lag-ed
I hate doing the laundry, for now :P
I got my own room now *yay*
I missed breakfast time :P I dont know why it only applies in usa. I seldom eat em here *bias, haha*
I hated that i lost all the contacts of mua friends T.T
I have toooo many to-do list to be checked
I need a phone. Poor lil piggy bank *cry severely* Long story T.T
I need a job, a permanent one first, as in part time :D
Lastly, i miss usa. Words cant express mua feelings
But i miss Malaysia tooooooo, with family, friends and foooods! Still, it's lovely here :D ♥♥
Receiving lotsa love from my mom ♥ = predicted that fat will join me soon XD


I gotta get well from my sickness at the soonest. I hate the current me feeling so weak.
And then, prepare for my convocation~ It's on the 7th of October 2012~ 8am-12pm~ @MMU,Cyberjaya =D Hopefully i can see lotsa familiar faces that day ^^♥
Uhmm, and also get myself back on tracccckkkk!!! *AZA AZA FIGHTINGGGG*
Plus, get my biological clock fixed! XD Im actually awake before my bro needed to get to school. :/ 


Time is ticking. I need to goal-ed up my life and get the checklist done :D Im such a turtle now.
TEEHEE♥

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Memories in usa ♥

Lets Begin.


To be honest, im a very forgetful person, but umm it still depends on certain situation :P Sometimes i remember stuffs even tho it happened long time ago, sometimes i asked the same questions again and again just because i forgot that i actually did ask before. Anyways, the main reason for me to blog about this is to cherish the lil silly, happy, sad, surprised etc moments I've experienced in U.S.A :D Who knows, by reading em actually does recall something meaningful, something special :)


First thing that come across my mind when i start recalling were all those foolish silly moments :/ XD


The Flying Pad
The title itself looks alright, but the pad here im talking about is the sanitary pad! Lol XD I was @ Philadelphia airport, and it happens to be that time of the month :/ Since we have already decided to stay overnight in the airport, we planned to give our employer a call, so that she'll guide us the way to our working place. So i bought the sanitary pad with me (NEW UNUSED!!! XD), plus some coins to use the public phone. I somehow forgot that my pants actually comes with pockets=.= So i sneak it under my arms and walk normally towards the public phone. Ok, Call ended :D Now, i need the toilet! When i was about to go, i found out that it was......MISSING O.O Walao, where could it be?! *goodness* So i went back to the public phone, NO. Searched the floor, NO. anddd then i went searching like a pointer dog, plus my short-sighted eyesight, you can imagine how dumb i look! :((( ...and then here comes the super awkward moment when i passed by an american... I didnt care to look at him, because im all focus on the damn pad lol. And he was like: "...It's right thereee..." Then, i turned up and look at him with a "Huh???" And he repeats:"Right there.....It's right there....*points*" 
At that moment... -,- My face went super red, blood flowed super fast, and i laughing sheepishly, like someone had spray the Joker's laughing gas on me~!!! XD The american doesnt even feel that it's embarrassing or abnormal, but to me (asians), is kind of a shy thing tho XD Im just not that open-minded as they are yet :P And Ellyn and I went hahhahahahaha non-stop till we met Han Er's and spread about the awkwardness XD One of the memories.....haha!


A night in the Airport 
In order to not spend on unnecessary expenses, we decided to stay overnight in the Philadelphia Airport for a few hours. Tho it's only few hours, we felt that time passes like years....! @@ We nearly freeze to death, and also starve to death :P When we first arrived, the officer actually lend us his card so that we can purchase Mc D for our late lunch. (Because all foods sold in there are for staffs only) Who knows during midnight, my tummy cant stand anymore, she's digesting asid already XD I shouldnt have kept the fries instead of throwing em all :( *foolish sial* We also played monopoly to stay awake, also to distract ourselves from paying too much attention to the time. Indeeed, it does help a lil! Time passes a lil fast when we play monopoly. :P One of the caring airport officers also gave each of us toiletries goody-bags and lil blankets so that we wont catch cold. It's rare to see people staying overnight in the airport :P Anyways, the freezing and starving part is worth a mark in my memory lane :") hehe~♥


Push & Hold
This happens to be describing about - when you're about to push a door, and hold it with another hand to prevent it from hitting your back etc. And my story goes..... one day, one of the guests approached me and asked whether we own a photostat machine.. I knew we have one, so i went to get my boss to handle the situation. So, i led him to the customer. But first, we need to pass through the door. So he pushed the door (quite hardly, since he's a man, not to mention an american, you can imagine the strength lol) and since the door will be bouncing back and front, he will always automatically hold back the door with another hand. It's like pushing with your right hand, go pass the door and hold the door back with your left hand w/o turning your head back. #commonsense lol. But unfortunately, i ALREADY go pass the door, am just right behind him when he was about to do the hold door action. By then, my face expression went from :D > :O > =.=" He accidentally hit it on my small bump -.- So he just look back for like 3secs and then back to face the customers. After all, customers always come first aite? :/ *convincing* Anyhow, i just fell awkward, so i just walk towards Han Er with a -.-(sweat) face XD And she was like"zomok?" Told her the story and she went hahahahhahaa as expected lol. One of the memories...XD


Red Bag MIA!!!
We were @ Atlantic City for our shopping spree! :D It's our first time planning to do some shopping since they were having Independence Day additional 30% discounts! There's no reason to stay at home to rot! XD Plus, some of the outlets were already having sales. So it's like a bag for 50% + 30% off! :D :D :D The excitements overflows in me :P Our first outlet to shop was Coach Factory Outlet. Ahhhhhh!!!:D Here it comes~! At first, i was like....Hmmm, i will only shop for my mom, since the coach bags doesnt seem attractive to me yet... and when time goes by, when you started to pick and pose in front of a mirror... you'll definitely find one that's eye-catching to you! XD And then you'll start to compare this with that, which will suit you better, which one is a better color to match most outfits etc.... and then thats the time when i felt that my own red bag was suppper heavy, with my baby canon in it summore lol :P I started to put em at a corner while i continue hunting for a better bag that suits myself plus my mama :D .... For some time, i realized that why is my shoulder so light out of sudden.... when my brain suddenly recalls of my red bag!!! MY RED BAGGGGG!!!! WHERE IS IT????? I got so frightened i nearly cry or maybe trying to faint so that when i woke up, everything will be fine again... I know it wasnt with me or Han Er or Ellyn.... so the "missing" word came across my mind.... But it's a big impact to me, i cant accept the damn fact that it will be missing...... T.T My baby canon, my cards, my moneyyyyy~ All i did was running here and there, corners i went before in that Coach outlet, plus  hurrying Ellyn and Han er to help me find my bag.......At last, i cant help it, i dont know what to do, so i headed straight to one of the staffs and told her straight " MY BAG IS MISSING!!!" And she replied" Wait a moment, izzit red?" and i nod my head as much as i can. Thank God it wasnt missinggggg T_________________T scariest moment ever!!!!!!!!! And all that time i didnt realize that i actually grab Han Er's hand so damn hard due to my panic-ness. I'll carry you even tighter next time! Am so sorry i left you alone bag-gie :(( Lesson learnt man!!! No more next time please!!!! My heart was beating so damn fast like there's a time bomb in it~ Once again, Thank God, Thankiu for being with me :") ♥♥


Sleepwalk
I only remember that i sleepwalk when i was @ Cyberia with my ex roommate. But it was a super short distance. I was like turning my sleeping position upside down only. And uhmmm, i did kneel in front of my roommie for a while before falling back to sleep LOL! I know, super scary. Cant imagine what my roomie will think of me if she sees me doing that. XD 
But here in U.S.A, i remember, barely, that i did sleepwalk too. O.o because i can dizzily felt that im walking. I was like walking around the room. I remember that Jamie(my supervisor) asking me to clean somewhere XD Superrrrr scary T,T why is this happening to me?? I think i clean too much lol, until i have to clean in my dream too? XD 
This time, there are witnesses. My current roomies, Ellyn and Han er :/ I dont have any impression towards any of the actions i did T__T and it sounded creepy. Han Er told be that i sleepwalk yesterday. She said that i went to her bed with my hair falling in front saying " why is ellyn still asleep?" and she checks her phone and said "vivienne, it's only 2am in the morning, it's not time to work yet." and i was like "Oh... okay" and crawls back to sleep... but i Haz no clue regarding me myself sleepwalking :/ Guess i work too much ey? *slowly comforting myself* :P


Neighbor's love
One fine day, i was wondering what to have for my early dinner when suddenly our front main door goes "knock knock knock"! I hurried to unlock the door, at the same time thinking that who will that be? Maria (our housekeeper) to come check on us? A postman who got ourselves a parcel? By the time the door was opened, a tall huge man stood right in front of us, carrying a basket of tomatoes and veges saying:" Here! these are for you!:)" I cant help but feeling super touched and thanking him for several times. :') Only then, i realized that he was our neighbor~ How come he's so goood? Totally felt touched by his kindness T,T ♥ Hmmmm, oh well, guess this week's grocery is all settled aite? :P Thankiu again for your generosity! :D Felt good that night~ =) Indeed, either you're the one who's doing the good deeds or receiving the good deeds, it does change your mood, your mindset :) Start playing one of the role vivi ng!!! :D hehe~


Lending a helping hand creates happiness too :")
When you help people, you mostly receive a "thankyou" from them as an express of appreciation. You'll feel pleased of course, hearing that! :D But when the appreciation is changed to other forms - like tips, you'll feel even blessed, even happy!!! Well, that applies on me, haha. There was one time when i was doing the stayover @ room:Balmoral~ It seems the guest have been here for days and there were clothes everywhere, so i help them rearrange + fold a lil so that when they come back, they'll get to rest first instead of worrying about the clothes thing (Maybe I wished to be served like that, thats  why im doing that on them :P) ...and when i was about to leave, they got back~ I even help them with the blinds because they cant reach it~ So when i was going to do another room, the guest came in and hand me tips:"Thankyou so much for all the help, this is for you sweetie" Gahhhh, took it happily with my signature bow as a thankyou so much sign! :D:D Im flattered~ ♥ 
The other time was at the main entrance of House of Royals. A couple came in to check-in but apparently his wife brought too many luggage :P He playfully tease her in front of me saying: This lady brought too many stuffs, and it's only 2 days...twoo dayyssss!" And his wife said:"Dont listen to him honey, we're going to other places after this we're leaving here :)" Because we only have stairs here, yea, hell steep stairs, so i decided to carry one of their bag up, altho that doesnt help much :P (.....) We met again when i was doing the night shift at House of Royals. They were heading out for dinner and i was about to go upstairs while he rushes to the stairs "Girl, excuse me, girl..." I stopped, wondering what will they request for at this hour? @@ And he said..."Ahh! Yup, you're the one!" Im like huh??? and he continued "Im checking out tomorrow, and i just wanna make sure that you're the one who's getting this" (hands over folded money)... I knew what was it already, so i immediately blushed and thank gratefully ^-^v Never thought that just a simple help would bring such great appreciation! :') P.S// YEAY!!! I dont have to worry about the groceries this week =D ♥♥♥♥   


The real-life "porn" :P 
This was an awkward one :/ I was doing the turndown service with one of the housekeeper that day because it was my first time doing night shifts and i needed to be trained. So there will be 2 person turning down a building~ Sooo, the story goes like.... we went to the 2nd floor of HR building and knocked on one of the doors, "(Knock knock knock)..Housekeepiiinnnggg!" No one answered. Your senses will automatically tells you that no one is in there, so we opened the door and..... we saw the couple immediately cover themselves with the blanket  and yelled "Come back later!!!" Erk :/ I didnt mean to interrupt weh~ But the privacy lock wasnt there, and there's no answer to the door... so uhm, i guess we're not wrong:D #UnexpectedExperience
P.S// I accidentally saw a couple having their Jacuzzi, naked. But im the one over-reacting. XD They seems...normal~ haha


Sometimes, when things doesnt go well as you planned, it can be a blessing too :D
Since we're having our off days together again, we planned to pay a visit @ Cape May County Zoo plus if we still have plenty of time, to Atlantic City :D * I smeelllll shooopinggg* :) We woke up early for the sake of our bento ~ So that we could save more for our travelling budget :D Prepared and dressed up quickly but by the time we reached the bus stop in front of our house, the Atlantic City bus (552) just passed by right in front of our eyes! And we stoned :/ 
Since we just checked the mail box, we decided to give Karen her letters and chat for like an hour while waiting for the next bus. But apparently, Karen offer us a ride because she wanted to head to the floral shop too! :D She said she might pass by the County Zoo too :D! Howwww kind of herrrrrrr =') ♥ We ended up reaching there earlier than expected ~ hehe~ Zoo was so-so, and since it's a free admission zoo, it's considered as a quality one already:) Just that, i would like to have more interactions with the animals, even reptiles~ hehe! But i know, costly~ Gotta pay a price to touch em eh! Next time vivi ng =D P.S I bought myself a $2 necklace with an alligator + a tiger head crafted on it as a lil souvenir I'd like to remember~ Plus, i saw the snow leapord too, it's so cute, especially their paws~♥ 
Later on, we went to Atlantic city (for the second time:D!) for some shopping spree. I just cant stand not buying stuffs over there, everything seems worthy! Bought stuffs for the love ones (you know who i meant) =D #Memorable Trip ♥


The Unexpected Magical Ring!
@Forever 21 - I was choosing all of the big-sales cosmetics + accessories scattered on the compartments, trying to find the nicest one with the best price! :D Came across a floral pinkish ring when i was searching for lip gloss~ Because im  a big fan of pinkish-nude, plus it's floral, so i tried it on~ peek on it~ and continue searching for the best one. It seems i was queuing, so i have to choose one of em before it was my turn (the compartments was right beside the queuing line). Found a necklace for only $3.99 so i grab em and coincidentally it was my turn already. Paid for the clothing + necklace~ Apparently i forgot that im still wearing that ring, and fortunately, the sales person didnt even notice about it (so do I -.-) and i walked out of Forever 21 happily with my stuffs i hunt today~ ♥
I later notice about the ring =______= because i wanted to lift and hug the shopping bags instead of holding it, i thought it would be lighter that way. "OMG i forgot to pay!!!" And they said "nevermind ady lah, since we're out LOL" and im like "OHHHH, so luckyyy!!!" ♥ It's like i got a bonus or something=D hehe~ Immediately i forgot about all the guilt for shopping so much :P Girls, it's always like that, haha! P.S: Was busy eliminating clothes when i was queuing to reduce my cost w/o realizing that i have not buy any dresses. Heart-sore when i got back. I want dresses like Ellyn's. *sighs* Be optimistic, perhaps, there's more in NYC? :D ♥



To  be continued....? :P


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Edwin said...

A conversation with this lil one.....

and he said........... :(

"Jie, you wanna know something"

"I know what you wanna say!!!"

"No, no, you wanna know the truth or the fact?"

"The truth!!"

"You're FAT"

*shows :( face* ... "Then what's the fact ? :D"

"The fact is.....you're.....NOT THIN!!!:D"

=.="

I still hope that he'll comfort me.... XD Mom said that too :/

She said that i should stop eating rice now :P *ops, she knew i ate alot*

and only to have fruits and milk from now on....

So, tell me, how on earth am i going to survive here with all those cheeeeeseeeeey stuffs??

But mom, i'll try :D

At least, to cut down the rice part :D

I promise, xoxo.

#RANDOM LOVE <3

He fell down, wounds everywhere T..T
Get well soooon boy :")

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A Dream Come True : USA : Travel Paths

A belated post regarding recent life activities, but am still gonna update all of em here =) Finally, a dream come true, i wanna jot down all happy/sad momentoS :D ♥♥♥♥


Back to the time when i was at home re-packing and re-packing, taking unnecessary stuffs out from the luggage and then putting other stuffs back in there. It doesnt help at all :/ All i worried about is the kilograms, im afraid that it might overweigh, and i surely will be charged, plus i dont have the energy to carry that much though. XD When the day comes, im supppper gan jiong! Worried i forgot something, worried about the kilograms, worried about whether to bring my lappie along or not, worried.............

When i reached the airport, all i did was quickly asked the person in charge about the place to weigh the luggages..............and mine was 22.8/23 kg! Indeed, it's not overweight yet but, still heavy to me weh~ Fooled around with the sampat brothers, im surely gonna miss them~ especially mama :"( When everyone of us said goodbye to our families, i nearly cried out when Edmund said that " Jie Jie is faking, she's gonna cry already one :P " and when mom and i hugged, I can feel that she's gonna miss me~ and i bet me too :'( She hugged me sooooo damn tight XD funnny! coz she's the same type of person as me, wont express too much feelings one (bcoz we're super shy) :P But that day was optional eh, hehe~ Muacks ♥♥

KLIA > SG Changi Airport: 
It's a short flight, only takes 55minutes to reach SG, but we have to stay in the airport for like 6hours=.= Luckily a lounge was provided for us to rest and refill our tummies:P ♥ It's called the Rainforest Lounge~ We met 4boys doing Work&Travel with us [Such a coincidence] hehe, they're heading to Orlando~

KLIA > SG > HK > NEWARK > PHILADELPHIA
This was 20hours plus flight~!! Was kinda "sua ku" becoz i never once had such looong flight, and it's tiring~ You'll start to miss your comfy bed i tell you =P But the air-stewards provide good services, especially the food *slurps* And and there's mini-tv for you to watch recent movies and so (How caring of United Airlines)~ But once we reached the airport, Ellyn and Yuinhan faced difficulties in tracking their luggage, it seems the luggage is still in another airport :/ I hope i wont face this when im travelling later *__*

Good services. Food are always served when we open our eyes from our sleep :P We're like babies waiting to be feed XD

Am a huge fan of airplanes =)

It's so different from Malaysia! :D :D :D

Unfortunately, we had to stay overnight in Philadelphia airport without any restaurants in it, plus super freezing air-cond for a few hours till morning~ Because we had to catch the earliest train at Market East and then the earliest bus we have at Greyhound Terminal to Cape May Welcome Centre at Lafayette Street :/ Since its only few hours time, we decided not to stay over at the motel :X 

Buses here were so unique and cute :D

The workers in the airport was shooo caring eh~ They gave us lil bags of small lil useful stuffs we might need :") Lip balms *cry*, comb *awwee*, toothbrush *woah*, shaver.....*huh*? XD and and they gave us pillows and blankets too, so that we wont catch cold~ They even show us the way to Market East :") Cant express how grateful am i :) hehe~ We label them as our 大哥, 二哥~ 二哥looks like one of the avengers character weh~ Because he has one eyes covered like a pirate! :D I likey! But toooo bad, we forgot to take pictures with them before we left. Not forget to mention, we didnt bathe for like........2.5 whole days! :/ Imagine the smell of a fish :P  

They even lend us their security cards for us to buy ourselves food, because there's no restaurants out there, except for staffs :") Ellyn and yuinhan is reporting regarding their luggages :/

Train to Market East Station :)

Had this at the train station before heading to Greyhound Terminal. It's a chicken egg burger @ Chick-Fill-A, i ordered this simply because it's name havent been heard in Msia :P

Cant stop taking pictures of buildings and houses when i was in the bus, heading to Cape May Welcome Centre :)) I just lovvve how the Victorian-style /  English-style houses look like *pulls hair*

Am in one of the 552 NJ buses, heading to my home :P

I just heart the feeling of being here =D The Sea, The Seafood, The Houses, The air breezeee~ ^__^v

The Acme Market located nearby our working place at Washington Commons. Food prices there are kind of pricey :P

Finallyyy, Just walk 3blocks away from the Cape May Welcome Centre and we'll reach our working place - Queen Victoria :D Maria gave us a ride to our so-called home @ Seashore Rd.~ Place is kinda comfy and well-furnished =) I guess we'll be okay staying here~ hehee 

It's Karen's car on the porch :D 

After few minutes of rolling on the bed, we eventually fades out, slept like there's no tomorrow XD I guess it's jet lag consequences eh~ we woke up in the middle of the night to get ourselves something to eat :P We're three big hungry ghost :P A cup of hot milo could keep me out of the cold, ahhhhh~

Thats the end of the departure part :D Here's a sneak peak of Queen Victoria :D Hehe, simply love the vintage-feel designs of the building! Not to mention, the interior designs too! :D

Till Then :)

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It's just the Beginning

Gahhh, when i first came to MMU(Malacca) to do my Foundation in Management course, I get to knew lotsa new faces, lotsa new friends. And am grateful that some of the friends are still keeping in touch, until now. =) Some were familiar faces, and its magic how it brings us together, from strangers to close friends. *you know who you are :P*


And yea, i hate separations. It doesn't mean that our friendship will end in such way, it's just maybe after months or years, when we do not meet that regularly anymore, things might change. And maybe, we'll be undergoing the process again, but in the reversal path? From close friends to strangers. I feel really insecure right now as everyone of them are marching towards the career pathways, and im the only one who's slacking. I chose to achieve one of my dreams first, only then to catch up with them on the career pathways. At first, i was certain that doing so (my dreams) would not cause me worries, coz it's only a few months. But now, seeing people editing their resumes, scheduling their time for interviews, shortlisted for big companies, I somehow started feeling worried. Whether or not im wasting my time? Whether or not i will be shortlisted in future? Whether or not i'll like my job and doing it for a period of time? Whether or not..........Too many considerations to be thought, always happen to me. (Definitely a piscean here, UGH!) :truestory: Perhaps, i have fixed some of the target, wanting em to look exactly what i've targeted in the picture that makes me so fickle minded now. :/ "Failure is the mother of success", yeah true quote, but to be honest, i am really afraid of Not-being-Success. geez. Learn to be flexible vivi ng! *nod nod* 


After 4 years of studying and you finally realize that "Ahhh, i've completed this course". But only to know that...........THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING OF A WHOLE NEW JOURNEY! So, GoodLuck :))))




P.S.// Hehe, anyhow, we'll let the Guy Upstairs decide this faith and i'll play my role in holding onto this friendship *wink*


P.S2.// I gear up............................. REAL SOON! :) So for the time being, may i be blessed thoroughly from the Guy Upstairs, in whatever aspects :") *especially ma results T.T




Till then. 
TEE HEE *Nigahiga's signature*

see you guys real soon too, aite? :D

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Yes / Dunno / No

When challenging w/o lle meets. When words are unspeakable. When i dont know whether i should?
If you know me, you ll know it =)

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